Love me or Loathe me

The Not So simple life of mine

2006-10-10T22:52:00.000-07:00

Nobody said it was easy...So I should not be expecting much out of it...Still alot of happenings did make me smile, laugh and those precious moments are captured and stored in my mind. Hope it lasts for good.

I am currently pissed of wif the chic who I call my bestest pal. She can be pretty @#$%^& at times and hate to say dis but she is a no brainer..Wateva it is she is a good place to seek laughter but not too clever to be an adviser...God, I dun mean to insult but thats a fact. And one thing I simply hate about her is her "easily influent" attitude...She kinda haf no identity of her own...I am not slandering but its a fact...Fucking fact...I dun really favor her new best pal to a certain extent but I am no somebody to be stopping her of being with anyone...But she easily copy the traiits of her new pal...and the best trait she copied was rudeness...PLAIN RUDENESS...wat the heck I am no angel myself...

Sometimes I do reflect if the problem lies in me...well...is it wrong if I meet my boyfren everyday???She got a problem wif it...she asked me for break fast sessions and obviously I would say yes but gotta to flee by 815pm or so...and she would den blabber shits...I dun feel happy abt dat...FOR THE FACT DAT I WOULD PRIORTISE MY BOYFREN (soon HUBBY) DEN ANYONE ELSE...too bad babe...I wont compromise...

Ok I felt better...Blogging has become a way for me to simply loosen myself wen I am all uptight...

Sometimes I feel could I start a new life and forget all that has happen in the past and start anew...And I am planning to...maybe after I m regarded as a MRS...I wish I could keep a fair distance wif everyone wich excludes my family members lah...

Because now I seemed to hate all my fren's company...I am so easily taken a back and bruised by their action...Maybe its my fault since the beginning for being a "takde hal" or "crazy" fellow...and they tend to take me as a joker or something...But I noe dat I have to careful for what I wish for...

Argh...i need some air...i wish I could have a good dinner wif abang tonite...besides the fact dat I am his galfren...he has always been a great pal...i juz love his company and dat explains why i juz love it juz to sit next to him and look into his eyes, let his voice mesmerize me...He is my everything...I cold not or even want to tink about my life without him...

Lets take a minute off

2006-10-08T23:20:00.000-07:00

I've manage to finish all the stuffs pending juz so dat I could have sometime to blog...Niways, I have to mention this again and its the 2nd time...I am really disappointed wif BLOGSPOT for disabling my space as they reckon its a spam blog...OMG!!! I love dat space as it holds alot of pictures dat I am fond of. I did request for a review...THRICE...

Blogging has become my way of life...A good friend which I can pour all dat I felt...Thou its publish on the net but no one...I repeat...NO ONE...could lay eyes on it except accidental stumble. I want it to be a memoir for me in the future so I could reminisce all the good & bad times I had.In fact I am intending to give the address to my future kids. I do hope I will get a review soon and BLOGGER would unblocked my space.

Enuf said, yesterday was daddy's birthday...And he treat me and mummy to West Coast Hawker (Ayer Rajah Food Centre) for his love of satay...Had a good dinner dat I had difficulty to even walk properly later...

This is a really surprise I saw the Malay language teacher who adores me so much Cikgu Osman Bana and he did remember me...So touched...But not dat overwhelmed lah...I am kinda a sombong person...and I am proud to be one...Sometimes when we are nice to people, they juz would decide to step on u...take advantage of u...and you feel folish and end up severe ties...

I would say maybe life after marriage would be so different...Well, I am plunging in really young...At 21 years 4 months I will be wedded to dear him...Thank God for he is a great man but I dun really noe if I am prepared...At all....

Wonderful hubby to be!!!

2006-10-08T17:09:00.000-07:00

Dear,

You are the one for me...I love you...Nope, I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH...Muacks..!!!

Last Saturday we trottle to Kranji MRT to catch the Causeway Link. And yeah, the name clearly paint a picture of where we are heading to...The very famous next-door country for Hari Raya/Malay Wedding shopping paradise named Johor Bahru!!!

We were in search of my Hari Raya costume & some things for the wedding...So we've got approx. RM700 to spend...And we did spent to the last cent...Yup...But was super tired when we got home...I do mean SUPER DUPER EXHAUSTED...But its all worth did...

After hours of circling all floors pf the Angsana Plaza, like 5 storeys...At first I was disappointed because nothing caught my attention...Very disappointed dat I nearly left home empty handed...

But we did saw, I mean I saw what I want to buy for the wedding...Its a "alas dulang" for the exchanging of the matrimonial gifts. And we bought it just before we end our journey...

Back to the Hari Raya costume, at last I did buy a costume worth buying...Suka skali...Kekekeh...

Den the long tiring journey home. We took this pawanca its like a taxi..but a private car. Niways, was stuck in a jam for an hour or so and was so uncomfy cause we had the back seat of the MPV. But had a great time smelling him...touching his hand...hugging him...So gatal of me huh...Fasting some more...but niways I am on a break...Coz my auntie came...(^_^)

Blogger SUCKED!!!

2006-10-06T18:17:00.000-07:00

Today I am amazingly a bloody hot-tempered shit!!! I wanna blog...desperately and my http://allizaneed.blogspot.com was blocked...I had it since 3 days ago and kept asking for review but wat the fuck...I got the return email but it is still BLOCKED Angry...I am...I am really vulnerable at this point of time...For no apparent reason I am on my toes to blow my top at him...Poor you sayang...Be prepared...Ver prepared.

I hate his fren or in fact his lowlifeactionbabioldpokebodohmacammangkuksuperduperarsehole ex-colleague name AZ_AN!!!Yes I hate you and I am hoping you noe it...Fancy tell my hubby that at initial stage of a relationship we wony get tired of seeing each other everyday but not after marriage so he should not see me often...Hey get a life lah...You haf a family to breed...so do so!!! I hate you lah. I noe you will be the jinx who will always ignite the fight I and sayang wen we are call man & wife.

And now, dats a relief...

So I might the address after my original blog got unblocked...